Update.
I have been so MIA from tumblr lately. I started school again last week, so I’m schooling Monday & Wednesdays, working every other day. No days off. Pushing myself to really GROW this semester. Make new friends, reconnect with old ones, let go of the ones that don’t help nor hurt me. Giving everyone the “pick up hang up” challenge. If I see your name pop up on my caller ID, am I gunna pick it up and be happy, or make a stink face and hit ignore?
It’s just about to me 22 months on the 5th with the love of my life. Which means almost 24 months. Which means I don’t know where the time has went, but whether I wanted to cut his eye balls off or jump on top of him; I have loved every single day I have ever spent with him. i learned that yesterday. I love him so much more than I could ever dislike him at any given moment, and there’s always more reasons to stay than to leave. This whole weekend, celebrating Jas and Dustin’s engagement, Tia Elaine kept saying, Don’t worry, when it’s your turn you’ll get treated like a queen too. You won’t go forgotten or unnoticed. You’re family no matter what happens. And I love that. I needed to hear that. To reaffirm myself, my relationship with my man, and my relationship with his family. I may not talk to them every day, every week, every month, and I may not be so close with them, but they still love and accept me. It’s an amazing feeling.
Anyways. I need to get ready for school. seeeeeeyaz.
